Goodbye size 8

I knew my body would change dramatically after having Ella but thought that I would quickly fit back into those nice tight little sleevless tops which used to show off the arms that I used to like. I have discovered that with motherhood comes flabby arms and back fat. I never thought it would happen to me but allas, it has...not to mention the boobs. They will never ever be the same again epecially after trying to express enough milk so Ella can stay with my mum for 24 hours this weekend...thats 1 litre of milk! I really do feel like a cow when I have that little machine attached to me. Funny thing is I dont really care, I have Ella in return, and she has totally rocked my world. She is my precious baby girl. Its our anniversary this weekend and we are going to a friends wedding alone. We will wake up on our anniversary in Grabouw...just the 2 of us. Hopefully I wont miss ella too much!